Finding a purpose. Something worth fighting for and willing to do almost anything to get it, but still follow their moral principles. I remember once telling this to someone but forgot why. I feel like my life was meant for something this. A strong goal to try to achieve. The question is what is it? I feel like it could happen soon. To find that one goal. By going back into the past I could try to see how it all turn out like this. And find that missing objective or maybe find a stronger motivation to achieve my impossible. It will help me a lot . And I hope to over come my problem. As to why I’m stuck at doing nothing that does matter to me.