A Journal to Find

Finding a purpose. Something worth fighting for and willing to do almost anything to get it, but still follow their moral principles. I remember once telling this to someone but forgot why. I feel like my life was meant for something this. A strong goal to try to achieve. The question is what is it? I feel like it could happen soon. To find that one goal. By going back into the past I could try to see how it all turn out like this. And find that missing objective or maybe find a stronger motivation to achieve my impossible. It will help me a lot . And I hope to over come my problem. As to why I’m stuck at doing nothing that does matter to me.

I had a dream that I was staring at my bathroom mirror and just smilling that something really amazing was going to happen later that day. I was really looking forward to it. I remember being nervous but I didn’t care. I wonder if this is somwthing that might happen or another dream…. hmm…